I had a job interview yesterday - first one in about a hundred years. How'd it go? Who knows? I went in thinking I was right for the job, and it was right for me. Now I'm not so sure. They are making a decision this week. If they offer it to me, I'm not sure what I'll do. The job sounds exciting and seems right up my alley.
I'm not certain if I'm having doubt about the job, or fear about the change. It's in a totally different field than anything I've ever done before, working for a non-profit with 8 board members. The interview was with 4 of those board peeps. I've sat on many boards, and have sat on interview committees. Let me tell you, it's a whole different thing to be the interviewee with numerous interviewers.
Saw my lawyer today. Looks like this divorce might be coming to an end - unless dickhead and his bitch lawyer find another way to screw it up. I rendered my last settlement offer today. If they don't accept, it's off to court we go...yee haw!
Other areas of my life are as confusing and challenging as ever. I'm at a different place in my life and have a different perspective than the man that I love. I still believe love can conquer all......."Love is the answer. Now what is the question?" In another place and another time things would have been different. But neither one of us would be the people we are now - and that's who we love - the people we are now.
I'm so unsure of so many things in my life: career, housing, relocating, love. But strangely enough, I feel more certain and confident than ever before that I can handle what comes my way -- broken heart and all.
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Good for you Queenie! I can't wait to hear if you get the job or not and the amazing thing is, everything works out the way it is suppose to. I just wish we could know how that is!
I'm very excited for you and your possibilities!
Jitters, uncertainty, wanting the job but setting yourself up if you dont get it, wanting what you had but preparing yourself if it doesn't happen, all the things that go with being in an uncomfortable time in your life. It's all psychological "protection" and anguish, all at the same time. Believe me, it's normal. So, celebrate the fact that you are normal and doing exactly what anyone would expect! And, forgive me for being repetitious, but things will get better.